What life is for a humdrum me.

“I get it it´s a long time series with “love triangle” (still don´t see any “love” for Damon in this one) but the constant emotional abuse of Damon makes me permanently sad and broken. The season end is very telling, no matter how much Damon changed and no matter how much he loves Elena it doesn´t change the fact there´s only Stefan for her and Damon is taken just as an obstacle on their ‘epic’ journey. So right at this moment I have nothing to look forward to for another season as they made it clear we get to see SE and more SE (we´re happily back to season 1-2 without any consequences for Stefan´s actions in season 3). Nothing but heartbrek. I have to do it for myself and consider 3x10 as the last episode of TVD (at least till I see some light) and yes I choose to consider the beautiful 3x19 episode nonexistent because in the end it meant nothing as well as the rest of the beautiful DE moments we´ve got so far.. They are just a painful reminder of dashed hopes and foolish dreams.”